A Year to Live
A Year Long Journey of Impermanence
A year long offering for those who feel deeply called to explore death, dying, grief, mortality, and the afterlife with sincerity and courage.
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One Year to Live
Stephen Levine
This container will be based around the book One Year to Live by Stephen Levine. You can download the PDF here.

So my loves, the time has come. The news has arrived.
We begin a long yet short arduous yet triumphant journey with death as our teacher.
I have made a short recording/contemplation to mark the opening of our year together, living and dying simultaneously. I encourage you to listen to this contemplative sounding when you are somewhere settled, soft and receptive to your breath and to life itself. May writing, sharing, a dance or a cry come from your connection to this contemplation. Slowly we begin the journey. Walking each other home.
January Intentions Checklist
Work with Stephan Levine’s Soft Belly Meditation, daily if possible. You will find this audio pinned in the group, and it will also be accessible at the link provided later. This meditation will create subtle softness in a universal body that has been conditioned to hold fear in the belly.
Immerse in the Text: Read A Year to Live and share impactful passages that resonate with your journey.
Explore Commitment: Reflect on the significance of dedicating a year to deepening your consciousness and healing.
Mark Your Starting Point: Note the date you begin this exploration; this will be your experimental due date one year from now.
Contemplate Your Prognosis: Engage in deep reflection about your reactions to a one-year prognosis—what changes, projects, and unfinished business come to light?
Begin Your Journal: Start a journal to document your thoughts, emotions, and insights, allowing your reflections to deepen as the months unfold. You can use the first day of your journaling as your “due date/death date”.
May this month awaken us to the depth of existence, guiding us toward a year of profound growth and connection.
I will disengage the group sharing button for a two days to allow us to sit with what is, the contemplations, the reading, the being. The link for resources that I’ve given prior to this text will be posted beneath this message by the end of the day. Journey well.
On Presence in the Community
For anyone who feels compelled to listen to this podcast it’s a deep one. This podcast in general has been a deep ally to me in my existential unraveling over the years. If you have the space, I encourage you to take a walk in nature, wear some nice headphones and slowly meet the great mother while listening to this one.
Death makes a cameo, as it always does.
Enjoy.
February Contemplations
As we embark on this journey together, I’m providing five contemplation questions for the month. These are meant for you to journal about individually and to contemplate daily—feel free to engage with whichever resonates most with you. Use these as inspiration when you meet with your small groups to dive deeper into these topics.
Please set aside anywhere between 60 to 120 minutes for your home group discussions. Choose a time that works for everyone and ensure you have space to reflect on these questions. When you come together, you can each share your reflections or insights, and then open the floor for a free-flowing discussion. You do not have to speak to every contemplation, these are only seeds for what is potent and present for you. Witness how your body reacts to each contemplation, you’ll know which to sit with first (and maybe only). You’ll know which to share. Your insights are valuable to us all, and especially in your smaller home groups.
Here are the contemplation questions:
1. The Impermanence of Life
Reflect on a moment in your life that felt significant. How does recognizing the transient nature of existence affect your daily life and relationships? And what was your original face before this was your face?
2. Embracing Fear and Vulnerability
Share a personal experience where you faced a fear. How did confronting that fear change you? Or what fear have you not confronted and are avoiding? How can embracing vulnerabilities help us live more authentically?
3. The Nature of Regret
What regrets do you carry, and how do they influence your current choices? How can acknowledging these regrets lead to a more fulfilling present? What burdens may you be holding by continuing to carry these regrets?
4. Living with Intention
What does living intentionally look like for you? How can you prioritize what truly matters in your life? What practices daily are you devoting yourself to, not disciplining, but with an open heart devoting yourself to as an act of Self love and not as an act of “fixing or behaving” ?
5. Connection and Compassion
Reflect on a time of profound connection with another person. How can fostering deeper connections enhance your experience of life? Life is relational, the human experience is having relationship to relationship itself, do you allow ALL parts of you to be seen and related to?
February
March
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April Contemplations
1. Legacy and Impact: Contemplate what legacy you wish to leave behind. How do your actions, words, and relationships echo beyond your lifetime? Consider the impact of your existence on those around you and how the awareness of mortality can motivate you to create a positive and lasting influence in your community or the world at large.
2. The Dance with Fear: Explore your relationship with fear in the context of mortality. How does the fear of death manifest in your life, and how does it shape your decisions? Consider ways to confront or embrace this fear, acknowledging it as a natural part of the human experience, and how transforming fear might lead to self-discovery and personal growth.
3. Rituals of Meaning: Reflect on the rituals or practices that hold significance for you in relation to death and dying. What rituals have you created or encountered that honor those who have passed or your own mortality? How can these rituals serve as anchors, providing comfort, connection, and a deeper understanding of life’s cyclical nature?
Podcast: Ancestral Amnesia & The Village Mind
May
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July
Quick recap of July's call:
Echo led a group meditation session from Turkey that focused on vulnerability and emotional processing, with participants sharing personal experiences of pain and resistance to seeking help. The discussion explored themes of death, loss, and personal transformation, with Echo sharing her own experiences of deep heartbreak and connecting with collective grief. The session concluded with discussions about vulnerability, collective healing, and personal transformation, emphasizing the importance of embracing messiness and finding inner wisdom through creative expression.
Summary
Global Meditation on Vulnerability
Echo led a group meditation session from Turkey, where she noted feeling sensitive due to recent events and her location near Gaza. Participants shared personal experiences of vulnerability and emotional processing, including Patrick's physical pain and resistance to seeking help, Verity's hyperactivation, Jess's creative and emotional density, Emily's burnout from supporting a friend in hospital, Isabella's emotional release during her period, Chloe's grief about her grandmother's comments on jewelry, and Sarah's challenges with a broken ankle and her grandmother's death. The session emphasized the importance of vulnerability and presence, with Echo offering space for participants to process their emotions and connect with each other.
Embracing Aliveness Through Grief
Echo led a discussion on the theme of death and loss, encouraging participants to focus on aliveness amidst grief and to practice releasing physical tension through breathing exercises. She emphasized the importance of showing up for difficult conversations without bracing, and shared a personal anecdote about a dream that highlighted the concept of "releasing to receive." Echo also discussed the paradox of personal transformation, noting that even partial engagement in a journey of change indicates an implicit commitment to growth, despite the natural resistance of the human condition.
Collective Grief and Personal Healing
Echo shared her experience of deep heartbreak and how it led her to connect with a transpersonal well of collective grief and pain. She described how this process allowed her to expand beyond personal suffering, finding both intense pain and a profound sense of connection to the collective human experience. Through this journey, Echo learned to trust in the mysterious balance of life, even as she faced the sharp fear of mortality, and found that allowing herself to be fully present in the moment helped her navigate the uncertainty of her loss.
Vulnerability and Collective Suffering
Echo led a discussion on using personal pain to connect with collective suffering, emphasizing the transformative power of vulnerability. She encouraged participants to explore their inner discomfort and relate it to broader societal issues. Echo planned to divide the group into breakout rooms for a 25-minute exercise, where participants would share personal insights and explore their inner psychology.
Meeting Breaks and Time Management
Echo led a discussion, inviting participants to share insights or ask questions about a topic that was previously discussed. Sarah mentioned that Verity had to leave early due to a therapy session. The group discussed taking breaks and managing time effectively during the meeting.
Women's Spiritual Menopause Transition
Sarah and Echo discussed the spiritual aspects of perimenopause and menopause, highlighting it as an initiation process for women. Echo emphasized the lack of societal recognition and preparation for this transition, while also discussing the spiritual path inherent in being born into a female body. Jess shared insights on voice blockages, linking them to personal and transpersonal ancestral wounds.
Embracing Vulnerability and Self-Love
Echo shared her journey of embracing vulnerability and messiness in mourning, emphasizing the importance of collective grief and allowing oneself to be soft and feminine. Emily expressed gratitude for the permission to be messy and raw, highlighting the beauty in sharing collective love. Isabella discussed her struggle with feelings of unworthiness and the process of self-love and acceptance. Echo concluded by reminding everyone that they are lovable at all times, even in their most difficult moments, and that self-love makes them "unfuckwithable."
Community Healing and Personal Transformation
The group discussed themes of vulnerability, collective healing, and personal transformation. Melissa explored how releasing control and embracing community can lead to profound healing, while Echo shared insights about facing personal shadows and the importance of feeling deeply. The session concluded with an invitation to connect with inner wisdom through song and poetry, with Echo leading a lullaby about letting go of the world's weight.
August
Quick recap of August's call:
Meditation Session on Cultural Grief
Echo led a meditation session from Turkey, sharing her experience living near ancient burial grounds and observing the cultural embrace of grief in Turkish society. She introduced the session by checking participants' audio and video connections, and noted that Ed would step in as backup facilitator if Echo's connection dropped. The group engaged in a breathing exercise and sound resonance practice before Echo planned to read from a book about the floating world.
Floating World: Grief and Growth
Echo discussed the concept of the "floating world," a state of lightness and disconnection from material reality that can be experienced during life transitions, including grief and spiritual transformation. She shared personal experiences of feeling unrooted and less stable during her current period of grief, noting how this state can be both challenging and beneficial for personal growth. Echo emphasized the importance of allowing oneself to experience this floating world consciously, while maintaining connections with others, and suggested that such periods of incubation and dismantling are natural and valuable parts of the human experience.
Embracing Personal Inconsistency and Growth
Echo facilitated a discussion about embracing personal inconsistency and connecting with the unseen world. Melissa shared her journey of accepting imperfection in balancing work and family life, while Swantje expressed challenges with letting go of perfectionism and fear of rejection. Jess discussed her experience with spiritual dissolution and the difficulty of balancing ethereal and tangible realities. The group explored themes of societal pressure, old wounds, and the importance of allowing oneself to be messy for deeper growth.
Balancing Solitude and Social Connection
Echo shared insights about highly sensitive individuals, drawing parallels between herself and Friedrich Nietzsche, highlighting the challenges of balancing isolation and social connection. She discussed the importance of learning to navigate the influx of information from others' psyches without being overwhelmed and emphasized the need to find a balance between solitude and community engagement. Ed raised questions about the differences between dissociation and transcendental states, prompting Echo to differentiate between the two and share her experience of meditation, emphasizing the discovery of a peaceful, transcendent state that remains accessible even with open eyes.
Embracing Masculine and Feminine Energies
Echo discussed the challenges of accessing feminine energy and the importance of embracing both masculine and feminine polarities. Leandro shared his experiences with meditation and the struggle to stay present, particularly in the face of distractions like social media. Echo also spoke about her daily meditation practice and the collective neurosis she perceives in the current moment, emphasizing the importance of self-compassion and allowing oneself to cope in whatever way feels necessary during this time of collective change and dismantling.
Balancing Capitalism and Personal Well-Being
Echo and Patrick discussed the challenges of balancing financial responsibilities with personal well-being in a capitalistic system. Echo suggested re-evaluating language that perpetuates capitalist values and emphasized the importance of rest and self-care during times of collective societal change. They explored the idea of finding community and purpose through activities like volunteering at retreat centers or working on the land. Echo encouraged participants to reflect on their self-descriptions and consider whether they are influenced by external expectations rather than personal feelings.
Exploring the Floating World Experience
The group discussed their experiences with the "floating world" state, where Isabella described feeling both floaty and embodied, while Chloe shared her struggle with verbal expression and found inspiration in a podcast about embracing vulnerability. Echo contributed insights about the relationship between the tangible and floating worlds, suggesting that the floating world allows for broader awareness and surprise. The conversation ended with Echo organizing breakout rooms for participants to share their experiences in smaller groups, with instructions to focus on their understanding of the floating world and associated fears.
Reflections on a Good Death
Echo led a discussion about death and dying, sharing personal reflections on what constitutes a "good death" and emphasizing the importance of focusing on one's emotional state rather than the circumstances of death. The group explored both external factors like location and timing, and internal experiences such as peace and acceptance. Ed contributed insights about the dual nature of death experiences, combining outer circumstances with inner peace, while Melissa shared a quote from Alan Watts about life as a temporary visit. The session concluded with technical difficulties regarding audio and transcript access, which were eventually resolved.
Journey Through Death and Rebirth
Echo shared her personal experiences with death and dying, including a harrowing incident where she was shot in the eye and subsequent lucid dreams that showed her multiple potential deaths. She discussed her journey of coming to terms with mortality and finding courage in the awareness of her own impermanence, which has led to a deeper appreciation for life and love. Echo also mentioned her recent experiences with dragonflies as spiritual guides and the realization that all life, regardless of its perceived length, is part of an eternal cycle. The group discussed the concept of dying before one actually dies, with Ed sharing his own experience of finding peace in the face of death through meditation and connection with nature.
September
Quick recap of September's call:
Energy Check-In and Life Reflections
Echo discussed staying arrangements at a farm with Victoria, who owns it with Sigri, and mentioned sending Victoria's profile to help coordinate. The group then engaged in an energy check-in where participants shared their current states, including feelings of inspiration, tiredness, and positivity. Echo shared her experience from a Patreon call and a client session about losing a child, which deepened her appreciation for life's precious moments and left her feeling hopeful and grounded in emptiness.
Embracing Life's Natural Endings
Echo discussed the process of accepting endings in life, comparing it to the natural death process. She emphasized the importance of letting go and accepting the end, even when it involves things or people we love. Echo shared her own experience of feeling a mix of melancholy and gratitude as she approaches the end of a significant phase in her life. She encouraged others to reflect on how they handle transitions and endings in various aspects of life, such as relationships, careers, and life stages.
Embracing Life and Death Meditation
Echo led a meditation exercise focused on accepting endings and death, encouraging participants to explore their feelings about these concepts through breathwork, body awareness, and silent reflection. The meditation aimed to help participants trust life and death, softening their focus and allowing themselves to be held by space without agenda or judgment. At the end, Echo invited Aaron to share his experiences, but the transcript ends before any shares were made.
Graceful Endings and Life Transitions
The group discussed handling life transitions and endings, with Dr. sharing their experience of creating rituals to mark significant life changes and process past relationships. Patrick described feeling a deep release when endings became clear, noting how resistance to transitions creates suffering, and emphasized the importance of surrendering to natural cycles. The discussion highlighted how intuitive rituals and acceptance can help navigate life's changes more gracefully.
Embracing Change and Self-Discovery
Echo and Patrick discussed the challenges of letting go and moving forward, emphasizing the importance of being present and connected to one's soul's path. Echo shared a personal reflection on breakups, highlighting how they can offer opportunities for growth and self-discovery, rather than being seen as losses. Both speakers underscored the value of living authentically and trusting the process of change, even when it involves difficult transitions.
Surrendering to Life's Flow
Ed shared his reflections on the spiritual journey and the importance of trusting life and death, using a childhood memory of swimming as a metaphor for surrendering to the right time. He expressed a desire to feel a sense of purpose and to embody lessons, so that when the time comes, he can be at peace with it. Echo acknowledged the helpfulness of the shareings and expressed hope that they would be useful.
Embracing Life's Natural Flow
Echo and Ursula discussed the inevitability of death and the acceptance of leaving unfinished projects and experiences. Ursula shared her recent experience with a concussion, which altered her perception and led her to reflect on the natural flow of life, comparing it to a river. Echo emphasized the importance of presence and simplicity, suggesting that focusing on being present rather than achieving or leaving a legacy could reduce suffering. Sarah briefly mentioned wanting a smooth road ahead, but the transcript ends without further details.
Transformative Power of Loss Experiences
Sarah and Echo shared personal experiences with loss, particularly the deaths of loved ones at young ages, which led to discussions about grief, attachment, and the transformative power of loss. They explored how such experiences can challenge beliefs about fairness and open hearts, highlighting the universal capacity for empathy, especially when children are involved. Both emphasized the importance of trusting the process of endings and beginnings, and the role of community in supporting individuals through these transitions.
Endings, Transitions, and Life's Cycles
The group discussed their experiences with endings and transitions, sharing personal reflections and insights gained through meditation. Echo, Isabella, and Emily explored themes of protection, acceptance, and the cyclical nature of life, drawing parallels to physical processes like digestion and menstruation. They emphasized the importance of staying present, letting go of attachment, and finding balance during times of change. The conversation concluded with gratitude for the supportive community and the value of connecting with one's humanity and the earth.
Embracing Life and the Circle of Death
Echo discussed the universal experience of life and death, emphasizing that everyone will eventually face their own mortality and leave a legacy through their loved ones. She encouraged attendees to fully embrace the present moment, acknowledging that life's cycles of change are constant and often overlooked. Echo shared personal experiences of loss and transformation, highlighting how these events can deepen one's understanding of life and death. She concluded by urging participants to live authentically, love fiercely, and make the most of their remaining time, while also finding peace in the impermanence of life.
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